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wound mates
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1.) Wound Mates -
comfortable. this sweetly stinging gash; the reminder that we're still alive. but are you? say i need to feel to convince myself... i am not alone. how selfish. you are not alone now. why can't you read my mind? another assumption. why do you cry all the time? did your wounds re-open? no, they never healed. that would defeat the purpose. if you can't feel it, is it even real? i'm so tired of that question. i'll never tell. but, i'll always tell you everything i know about myself. won't you keep my secrets? you sure keep secrets so damn well. underneath our skin. the entrance we've hidden. sometimes i wonder if i'm the only one that's truly fallen in... and out... of us. i can't make myself enough. i'd lose you if i stitched it up. that's what you told me it'd be like. i've never seen a different side. i'm so used to your goodbyes. why do we even try? i can't say i do. i just need to be with you so we're never lonely. why are we still so lonely? clenching to the dream every time you hold me. but i'm told i could be anybody. to you. now would be an ironic timing to believe words as truths. take another shot at me. i'll take a shot at you. staying all but skin deep. not just passing through. like everybody else always seemed to do..
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editing love letters
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2.) Editing Love Letters -
greener grass. the illusionary saturation scale. slide around to find appeal. you seem to match my aesthetic. that's what i'd like to believe. anything to keep the fantasy going. i've been so apathetic. how does this seem surreal? allow me to re-word that... my heart is yours to steal. but no, not yet. yeah, i have my reasons. you have your reasons too. let's talk about that later. i'm just so into you. fuck me through the message. fuck me like the fool. what do i really have to lose? my everything. my life. the reasons we're always on such a limit of our time. together. right? so nice to say and think of everything that could be a lie. don't knock it til you try. please push that thought aside. it's just not the right time. don't let the romance die. yet. not yet. the white picket fence. a princess picks her prince. keep looking through the lens. pretend it's not pretend. balance. yeah, we could beat the balance. we'd be so special. an exception. let's say it's all perception. don't you like my inflection? i can change it anytime. turn right on a dime. but no, not on you in real life. i'll make us everything i like... in my mind. sorry again for the late reply. I miss you all the time.
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in animated comatose
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3.) In Animated Comatose -
am i there yet? have i hit the nail on the head? i can never tell if i did. people get reactive. why am i so passive? is that even attractive? maybe i'm the glue and you're the rubber. at least i think i'm held together. my problems are so massive. i try to keep them smothered. for everybody else's sake. unconsciousness is the closest i can get to being fake. i'll treat you how you treat me. but i am not awake. pull the plug. i'll kill it with the drug. i don't even own a rug to sweep underneath. seems like everybody wants to keep me under feet. step on me and sink. i'm not what you think. that was a mistake. you're only to blame. i'd never even be able to give you the time of day. only you made it a thing. low delusion shame. shame. shame. shame. can't meet me to my face. might recognize your place. cause i still show the same. nothing worth the change
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jakewolf Nowhere Else, Australia
thank you for all of your support. no really. i am very amazed you're still here.
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